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I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever
You are the sun, you are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always 'round when I'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I
Wanna spend FOREVER with you..

 

The One That Got Away + Use Somebody

Summer after high school when we first met
We make-out in my Mustang to Radiohead
And on your 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal my parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
You would be my girl
We'll keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces, building the places I cant reach

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you.....

And in another life
You would be my girl
We'll keep all our promises
Be us against the world

And in other life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away

And in another life
(Someone like you)
You would be my girl
We'll keep all our promises
(Someone like you)
Be us against the world

And in other life
(Someone like you)
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
(Someone like you)
You were the one that got away.

sometimes we need to get out, to get away and forget everything, in order to realize that what we have really isn't all that bad.

Mind Over Matter

I was reading through a friend's page in facebook. I found this :

be who you are and say what you feel , because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind..

It is true? I guess there's no such thing as rules, what u should or shouldn't do, what to say and what not to say. I shall stop thinking too deep and take these words as an inspiration. And I hope you do too.

there's no such reason. love.

lady :  why do u like me? why do u love me?

man :  i can't tell the reason. but i really like u. 

lady :  u can't even tell me the reason.how can u say u like me? how can u say u love me?

man :  i really don't know the reason.

lady :  i want u to tell me the reason. my friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her, but not u!
man :  OK...OK !!!  Erm...because u are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because u are caring, because u are loving, because u are thoughtful, because of your smile because of your every movements...

unfortunately, a few days later, the lady met with an accident and became comma. the guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content :

dearest,
because of your sweet voice that i love u...now can u talk? no! therefore i cannot love u.
because of your care and concern then i like u... now that u cannot show them, therefore i cannot love u.
because of your smile, because of your every movements that i love u...
now can u smile? now can u move? no, therefore i cannot love u...
if love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love u anymore. do loves need a reason?
no! therefore, i still love u... and love doesn't need a reason...

just give it a shot.

when there's something i really want, i will fight for it.  i never give up no matter how hopeless it seems.  and when i've lost hope i asked myself,  10 years from now i am going to wish if i had given it just one more shot to do it again.  no i will not. cause the best things in life, they don't come free.

people say everything happens for a reason.  but, it would be nice for me to know of the reasons why.  i wish.

by the way, i always remember that life is meant to be tough.. to challenge me.. and to make me stronger.

keep moving.

in life, we are doing things. i mean, everything.  some we wish we had never done.  some we wish we could replay a million times in our head.  but actually they all make us  who we are.  in the end, they shaped every details about us.  if we were to reverse any of them, we wouldn't be the person we are. 

so just lives, made mistakes, let go of your past failures and have wonderful memories.

keep moving forward and keep your heart open as well.

most afraid of.

you know what i think i am most afraid of? - not knowing. not knowing whether it's all really worth it. not knowing if i should give up or keep fighting. not knowing why i do the things i shouldn't. it's like when you're little and you touch the stove and get burned, because you didn't really know that it was hot. not knowing has always hurt us from the very beginning.

but i keep on figure it all out. live my life and risk it all. take some chances, take the fall. because i knew, there is always a brand new day.